Emotionally Dishevelled

That's how I feel today. I couldn't even take a shower correctly. While I was refilling the hair care product bottles I mixed up the shampoo and conditioner and put conditioner in the shampoo bottle and didn't realize it until I was trying to get my hair to sud up. Then the hot water didn't want to stay on. And now I just want to get drunk and tell everyone exactly what I think of them. And I need a job. And unemployment isn't paying yet.
At least I have written something today, I've edited some of the old parts of the novel, nothing new, really. And I walked 2.5 miles. And I napped for a couple of hours. Depression napping. Dreamed that the guy who played Red on That 70's Show was my lover.
I don't want to cook dinner. I don't want to be the wife today. I don't want to be anybody's anything.
Maybe I'll go to camp tomorrow and swim in the lake.
Maybe not.

Hello Summer

Nice to see you again. Walking may require me to start getting up with Av and exercising around 6am. Whew.
Let's see if I can get a few words on the screen during what is turning out to be a busy day.